PRETTY BOY-BRUTAL LOVE

​ ​CHAPTER​ ​:1 

Ring​ ​ring​ ​…​ ​ring​ ​…​.​ ​Ring​ ​ring​…​ 

 ​ ​ ​The​ ​sound​ ​of​ ​alarm​ ​rings​ ​from​ ​6.00​ ​am​ ​until​ ​it​ ​goes​ ​to​ ​7.00​ ​am​ ​periodically.​ ​Then​ ​the​ ​sound​ ​of​ ​knocking​ ​the​ ​door​ ​with​ ​“​wake​ ​up​ ​or​ ​should​ ​I​ ​tell​ ​your​ ​dad​”​ ​saying​ ​by​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​Achara​’​s​ ​voice​ ​sounded.​ ​This​ ​made​ ​Lek​ ​to​ ​wake​ ​up​ ​when​ ​hearing​ ​the​ ​worst​ ​thing​ ​early​ ​in​ ​the​ ​morning.​ ​Because​ ​Lek​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​have​ ​a​ ​great​ ​relationship​ ​with​ ​his​ ​father​ ​mostly​ ​because​ ​he​ ​is​ ​a​ ​chauvinistic​ ​person,​ ​fights​ ​with​ ​his​ ​mom.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​like​ ​his​ ​father.​ ​Lek​ ​tried​ ​his​ ​best​ ​to​ ​love​ ​his​ ​father​ ​as​ ​every​ ​one​ ​in​ ​the​ ​world​ ​considers​ ​their​ ​parents​ ​like​ ​god.​ ​But​ ​seeing​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​father​ ​attitude​ ​with​ ​his​ ​mother,​ ​Lek​ ​couldn​’​t​ ​able​ ​to​ ​love​ ​him​ ​whole​ ​heartedly.​ ​His​ ​father​ ​attitude​ ​not​ ​only​ ​affected​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​but​ ​also​ ​him.​ ​Lek​ ​also​ ​suffered​ ​don​’​t​ ​know​ ​from​ ​when​ ​or​ ​should​ ​say​ ​from​ ​the​ ​day​ ​that​ ​he​ ​could​ ​able​ ​to​ ​hear​ ​and​ ​see.​ ​Growing​ ​in​ ​a​ ​house​ ​where​ ​a​ ​person​ ​called​ ​Father​ ​hits​ ​and​ ​curses​ ​his​ ​wife​ ​the​ ​child​’​s​ ​mom,​ ​The​ ​mother​’​s​ ​crying​ ​in​ ​front​ ​of​ ​him​ ​everything​ ​affected​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​life​ ​a​ ​lot.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​became​ ​more​ ​quiet,​ ​he​ ​couldn​’​t​ ​able​ ​to​ ​speak​ ​spontaneously​ ​to​ ​others,​ ​he​ ​can​’​t​ ​even​ ​curse​ ​among​ ​friends​ ​which​ ​is​ ​like​ ​joking​ ​way​ ​or​ ​for​ ​fun.​ ​Everything​ ​made​ ​him​ ​so​ ​alone.​ ​So​ ​nobody​ ​made​ ​friendship​ ​with​ ​Lek​ ​even​ ​when​ ​Lek​ ​tries​ ​his​ ​best​ ​for​ ​friendship.​ ​These​ ​all​ ​happened​ ​during​ ​early​ ​school​ ​days.​ ​Lek​ ​kept​ ​on​ ​trying​ ​throughout​ ​his​ ​school​ ​days​ ​but​ ​for​ ​in​ ​vain.​ ​His​ ​later​ ​school​ ​days​ ​added​ ​another​ ​problem,​ ​that​ ​is​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​handsomness.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​During​ ​that​ ​time​ ​of​ ​school​ ​people​ ​make​ ​friendship​ ​with​ ​who​ ​are​ ​spontaneous,​ ​can​ ​joke,​ ​cool,​ ​handsome,​ ​beauty​ ​and​ ​all.​ ​Because​ ​of​ ​all​ ​these​ ​Lek​ ​was​ ​not​ ​accepted​ ​by​ ​anyone​ ​inspite​ ​of​ ​his​ ​regular​ ​trying​ ​and​ ​constant​ ​hope​ ​for​ ​friendship.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Growing​ ​hearing​ ​of​ ​his​ ​father​’​s​ ​cursing​ ​words,​ ​hitting​ ​his​ ​mother,​ ​his​ ​mother​’​s​ ​crying​ ​in​ ​front​ ​of​ ​him,​ ​Mother​’​s​ ​reprimand​ ​in​ ​every​ ​action​ ​to​ ​stop​ ​her​ ​child​ ​from​ ​becoming​ ​like​ ​her​ ​husband​ ​everything​ ​made​ ​Lek​ ​to​ ​go​ ​to​ ​his​ ​worst.​ ​Lek​ ​didn​’​t​ ​became​ ​rude​ ​but​ ​instead​ ​he​ ​became​ ​quiet,​ ​he​ ​suffers​ ​but​ ​can​’​t​ ​say​ ​anything.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​tried​ ​to​ ​love​ ​his​ ​family​ ​to​ ​his​ ​best.​ ​Eventhough​ ​his​ ​mother​’​s​ ​unconscious​ ​behaviour​ ​which​ ​is​ ​consent​ ​from​ ​her​ ​side​ ​caused​ ​Lek​ ​some​ ​problems​ ​in​ ​his​ ​personal​ ​life​ ​both​ ​loved​ ​equally.​ ​Because​ ​Lek​ ​knows​ ​that​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​just​ ​wants​ ​best​ ​for​ ​him.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​also​ ​knows​ ​that​ ​he​ ​is​ ​attracted​ ​towards​ ​men.​ ​In​ ​short​ ​to​ ​say​ ​Lek​ ​is​ ​gay.​ ​Lek​ ​identified​ ​himself​ ​during​ ​his​ ​school​ ​days​ ​itself.​ ​But​ ​didn​’​t​ ​told​ ​his​ ​parents.​ ​Because​ ​already​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​problems​ ​occurs​ ​daily​ ​in​ ​the​ ​house​ ​and​ ​Lek​ ​can​ ​say​ ​for​ ​sure​ ​that​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​won​’​t​ ​accept​ ​this​ ​matter.​ ​So​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​stay​ ​quiet.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Ohh​ ​Mom​!​!​!​”

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Why​ ​do​ ​you​ ​have​ ​to​ ​say​ ​the​ ​devil​’​s​ ​name​ ​early​ ​in​ ​the​ ​morning​”​ ​said​ ​lek​ ​while​ ​opening​ ​his​ ​eyes​ ​and​ ​slowly​ ​walking​ ​to​ ​open​ ​the​ ​door​ ​of​ ​the​ ​room​ ​.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Then​ ​what​ ​should​ ​I​ ​do.​ ​You​ ​won​’​t​ ​wake​ ​up​ ​by​ ​setting​ ​your​ ​useless​ ​alarm.​ ​I​ ​even​ ​don​’​t​ ​understand​ ​why​ ​you​ ​set​ ​the​ ​alarm​ ​when​ ​you​ ​don​’​t​ ​wake​ ​up.​ ​But​ ​just​ ​me​ ​saying​ ​your​ ​dad​’​s​ ​name,​ ​you​ ​wake​ ​up​ ​suddenly​”​ ​said​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​Mom​ ​irritated.​ ​Because​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​thinks​ ​that​ ​her​ ​son​ ​is​ ​not​ ​respecting​ ​her​ ​but​ ​respects​ ​her​ ​husband​ ​(​which​ ​is​ ​actually​ ​opposite​ ​of​ ​her​ ​thinking.)​ ​Why​ ​she​ ​thinks​ ​like​ ​that?​ ​What​ ​can​ ​a​ ​person​ ​will​ ​do​ ​who​ ​experience​ ​domestic​ ​violence​ ​daily?​ ​Just​ ​now​ ​her​ ​husband​ ​taunted​ ​her​ ​for​ ​doing​ ​the​ ​work​ ​slowly​ ​even​ ​though​ ​she​ ​is​ ​not​ ​doing​ ​anything​ ​slow.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​“​Oh​ ​Mom​ ​college​ ​is​ ​just​ ​starts​ ​at​ ​9.30​ ​am​ ​.​what​ ​do​ ​you​ ​want​ ​Lek​ ​to​ ​do​ ​early​ ​in​ ​the​ ​morning​”​ ​Lek​ ​asked​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Then​ ​why​ ​you​ ​set​ ​the​ ​alarm​ ​early​ ​from​ ​6.00​ ​am?​ ​But​ ​it​ ​is​ ​good,​ ​go​ ​freshen​ ​up​ ​fast​ ​and​ ​come​ ​down​ ​to​ ​help​ ​in​ ​the​ ​shop.​ ​I​ ​myself​ ​can​’​t​ ​do​ ​all​ ​the​ ​work​ ​for​ ​two​ ​of​ ​you,​ ​learn​ ​to​ ​do​ ​work​ ​and​ ​learn​ ​to​ ​help​ ​me​ ​not​ ​like​ ​your​ ​father​ ​who​ ​always​ ​gives​ ​burden​ ​to​ ​me.​”​ ​asked​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​asked​ ​and​ ​reprimanded​ ​Lek​ ​which​ ​she​ ​does​ ​daily​ ​unnecessarily​ ​without​ ​seeing​ ​her​ ​son​’​s​ ​face​ ​which​ ​become​ ​so​ ​quiet​ ​with​ ​irritation.​ ​Showing​ ​the​ ​wrath​ ​that​ ​she​ ​has​ ​on​ ​her​ ​husband​ ​to​ ​his​ ​son.​ ​This​ ​is​ ​not​ ​the​ ​root​ ​cause​ ​of​ ​all​ ​problem​ ​because​ ​every​ ​problem​ ​starts​ ​with​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​father​ ​but​ ​what​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​does​ ​also​ ​affects​ ​a​ ​lot,​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​that​ ​she​ ​can​’​t​ ​even​ ​think​ ​to​ ​such​ ​extent.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Ok.​ ​Mom​ ​I​ ​will​ ​not​ ​be​ ​like​ ​him,​ ​please​ ​rest​ ​assured​”​ ​Lek​ ​tried​ ​his​ ​best​ ​to​ ​explain​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​sitting​ ​on​ ​the​ ​bed​ ​arranging​ ​the​ ​bedsheet.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Don​’​t​ ​just​ ​talk.​ ​Go​ ​fast​ ​to​ ​freshen​ ​up​ ​and​ ​come​ ​down​ ​to​ ​help,​ ​just​ ​staying​ ​the​ ​bed​ ​talking​ ​with​ ​words​ ​is​ ​not​ ​enough​”​ ​she​ ​said​ ​and​ ​went​ ​down​ ​without​ ​thinking​ ​what​ ​Lek​ ​will​ ​feel.​ ​ ​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Who​ ​would​ ​want​ ​to​ ​have​ ​a​ ​chaotic​ ​life​ ​and​ ​character​ ​like​ ​his​ ​dad?​ ​Why​ ​Mom​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​understand​ ​even​ ​though​ ​Lek​ ​is​ ​born​ ​from​ ​both​ ​of​ ​them​ ​that​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​mean​ ​that​ ​Lek​ ​always​ ​should​ ​be​ ​like​ ​any​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​Lek​ ​has​ ​his​ ​own​ ​characters,​ ​his​ ​own​ ​brain​ ​to​ ​think,​ ​his​ ​own​ ​heart​ ​to​ ​feel​ ​the​ ​emotions,​ ​his​ ​own​ ​actions​ ​to​ ​decide​ ​his​ ​life.​ ​If​ ​you​ ​preach​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​about​ ​which​ ​a​ ​person​ ​always​ ​don​’​t​ ​likes​ ​it​ ​will​ ​soon​ ​turn​ ​into​ ​a​ ​hatred.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Then​ ​he​ ​went​ ​to​ ​fresh​ ​up​ ​and​ ​get​ ​ready​ ​to​ ​attend​ ​is​ ​college​ ​life.​ ​Deep​ ​inside​ ​he​ ​was​ ​still​ ​nervous​ ​about​ ​his​ ​college​ ​life​ ​because​ ​throughout​ ​his​ ​school​ ​life​ ​he​ ​couldn​’​t​ ​able​ ​to​ ​make​ ​any​ ​best​ ​friend​ ​or​ ​should​ ​say​ ​nobody​ ​wanted​ ​to​ ​make​ ​close​ ​friendship​ ​with​ ​him.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​go​ ​and​ ​prepare​ ​breakfast​ ​for​ ​morning​ ​after​ ​coming​ ​from​ ​bathroom.​ ​Because​ ​Lek​ ​is​ ​the​ ​one​ ​who​ ​prepares​ ​breakfast​ ​every​ ​morning​ ​and​ ​also​ ​lunch​ ​sometimes​ ​for​ ​only​ ​himself​ ​and​ ​sometimes​ ​for​ ​the​ ​three​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​will​ ​be​ ​busy​ ​with​ ​other​ ​work​ ​with​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​father​ ​or​ ​both​ ​of​ ​them​ ​will​ ​be​ ​fighting.​ ​Lek​ ​stopped​ ​caring​ ​about​ ​all​ ​these​ ​things​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​time​ ​before,​ ​just​ ​accept​ ​what​ ​he​ ​gets.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​After​ ​coming​ ​down​ ​to​ ​kitchen​ ​I​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​make​ ​grilled​ ​pork​ ​fry​ ​and​ ​curry​ ​along​ ​with​ ​rice.​ ​I​ ​took​ ​the​ ​pork​ ​for​ ​washing​ ​and​ ​after​ ​that​ ​to​ ​slice​ ​it​ ​while​ ​on​ ​the​ ​other​ ​hand​ ​rice​ ​is​ ​kept​ ​on​ ​the​ ​cooker.​ ​I​ ​made​ ​for​ ​all​ ​three​ ​of​ ​us​ ​and​ ​also​ ​took​ ​separately​ ​the​ ​same​ ​for​ ​today​’​s​ ​lunch​ ​also.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​parents​ ​don​’​t​ ​give​ ​money​ ​to​ ​buy​ ​food​ ​to​ ​eat​ ​during​ ​lunch​ ​time.​ ​So​ ​Lek​ ​always​ ​takes​ ​food​ ​along​ ​with​ ​him.​ ​Just​ ​giving​ ​money​ ​for​ ​bus​ ​fee.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​After​ ​making​ ​I​ ​went​ ​upstairs​ ​to​ ​take​ ​shower.​ ​I​ ​scrubbed​ ​with​ ​soap​ ​on​ ​my​ ​body​ ​after​ ​letting​ ​on​ ​the​ ​shower.​ ​All​ ​I​ ​could​ ​think​ ​was​ ​why​ ​I​ ​am​ ​not​ ​fair,​ ​why​ ​I​ ​am​ ​not​ ​handsome?​ ​If​ ​I​ ​was​ ​handsome,​ ​popular​ ​I​ ​also​ ​would​ ​have​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​friends.​ ​But​ ​now​ ​I​ ​don​’​t​ ​need​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​friends,​ ​just​ ​a​ ​friend​ ​is​ ​also​ ​enough​ ​for​ ​me.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Huf​!​!​ ​Lek​ ​let​ ​out​ ​a​ ​heavy​ ​sigh​ ​as​ ​he​ ​got​ ​ready​ ​in​ ​front​ ​of​ ​mirror​ ​for​ ​his​ ​first​ ​day​ ​of​ ​university​ ​while​ ​nervously​ ​thinking​ ​how​ ​his​ ​day​ ​will​ ​be,​ ​able​ ​to​ ​make​ ​any​ ​friends​ ​or​ ​not.​ ​The​ ​face​ ​is​ ​not​ ​very​ ​fair,​ ​body​ ​is​ ​not​ ​bulk​ ​body,​ ​a​ ​little​ ​bit​ ​of​ ​belly​ ​fat​ ​is​ ​there,​ ​normal​ ​medium​ ​sized​ ​body,​ ​not​ ​thin,​ ​not​ ​smaller.​ ​The​ ​face​ ​is​ ​not​ ​like​ ​a​ ​male​ ​lead​ ​who​ ​will​ ​attract​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​people​ ​but​ ​instead​ ​Lek​ ​never​ ​able​ ​to​ ​attract​ ​anyone.​ ​Not​ ​a​ ​handsome​ ​face.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​ate​ ​and​ ​went​ ​to​ ​ask​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​to​ ​stay​ ​separately​ ​in​ ​college​ ​Dorm​ ​to​ ​which​ ​Lek​ ​showed​ ​reasons​ ​like​ ​it​ ​will​ ​take​ ​time​ ​to​ ​reach​ ​university​ ​from​ ​home,​ ​he​ ​will​ ​get​ ​tired​ ​and​ ​all.​ ​But​ ​Lek​ ​just​ ​wanted​ ​to​ ​stay​ ​alone​ ​so​ ​that​ ​he​ ​can​ ​focus​ ​more​ ​on​ ​his​ ​study​ ​and​ ​can​ ​get​ ​a​ ​job​ ​so​ ​that​ ​he​ ​can​ ​be​ ​independent.​ ​Moreover​ ​Lek​ ​is​ ​a​ ​scholarship​ ​holder​ ​so​ ​the​ ​fees​ ​for​ ​his​ ​college​ ​dorm​ ​is​ ​paid​ ​by​ ​administration​ ​itself.​Lek​ ​tried​ ​his​ ​best​ ​to​ ​not​ ​depend​ ​of​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​by​ ​getting​ ​a​ ​scholarship.​ ​So​ ​the​ ​tuition​ ​fees​ ​dorm​ ​fees​ ​and​ ​study​ ​material​ ​fee​ ​is​ ​paid​ ​by​ ​administration​ ​itself.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​If​ ​he​ ​stays​ ​in​ ​house,​ ​daily​ ​he​ ​should​ ​live​ ​in​ ​fear,​ ​and​ ​witness​ ​the​ ​fighting​ ​between​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​or​ ​should​ ​say​ ​his​ ​father​’​s​ ​worst​ ​behavior.​ ​Lek​ ​tried​ ​to​ ​talk​ ​and​ ​explain​ ​to​ ​his​ ​father​ ​once​ ​not​ ​to​ ​hit​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​during​ ​a​ ​fight​ ​before,​ ​but​ ​a​ ​person​ ​with​ ​such​ ​an​ ​attitude​ ​who​ ​will​ ​listen​ ​to​ ​his​ ​own​ ​son​’​s​ ​words​ ​right?​ ​His​ ​father​ ​even​ ​tried​ ​to​ ​hit​ ​him.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Mom​ ​I​ ​want​ ​to​ ​move​ ​to​ ​college​ ​dorm.​ ​I​ ​can​ ​stay​ ​there​ ​itself​ ​so​ ​that​ ​I​ ​won​’​t​ ​get​ ​tired​ ​to​ ​travel​ ​from​ ​house​ ​to​ ​college​ ​and​ ​vice​ ​versa.​ ​I​ ​also​ ​can​ ​focus​ ​more​ ​on​ ​my​ ​studies.​”​ ​I​ ​said​ ​after​ ​finishing​ ​food.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Huh​!​ ​30​ ​to​ ​40​ ​minutes​ ​travel,​ ​you​ ​are​ ​saying​ ​you​ ​will​ ​get​ ​tired.​ ​Will​ ​you​ ​able​ ​to​ ​work​ ​after​ ​completing​ ​college​ ​or​ ​are​ ​you​ ​going​ ​to​ ​stay​ ​in​ ​home​ ​eating​ ​in​ ​your​ ​father​’​s​ ​money​ ​saying​ ​you​ ​will​ ​get​ ​tired​ ​and​ ​all.​ ​And​ ​also​ ​with​ ​your​ ​face​ ​you​ ​are​ ​not​ ​going​ ​to​ ​bring​ ​any​ ​girlfriend​ ​to​ ​your​ ​dorm​ ​and​ ​stay​ ​with​ ​her.​”​said​ ​his​ ​father​ ​nonchantly​ ​.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​also​ ​said​ ​nothing​ ​to​ ​his​ ​father​ ​to​ ​stop​ ​saying​ ​anyting​ ​further.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​But​ ​that​ ​is​ ​a​ ​college​ ​dorm​ ​no​ ​one​ ​can​ ​bring​ ​girls​ ​easily​ ​inside​ ​of​ ​boys​ ​dorm.​ ​Moreover​ ​there​ ​is​ ​no​ ​need​ ​to​ ​pay​ ​fees​ ​I​ ​already​ ​took​ ​care​ ​of​ ​it​”​ ​Lek​ ​turned​ ​and​ ​told​ ​his​ ​father​ ​to​ ​let​ ​him​ ​know​ ​what​ ​he​ ​thinks.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​You​ ​think​ ​because​ ​you​ ​got​ ​scholarship​ ​you​ ​can​ ​argue​ ​with​ ​your​ ​father?​ ​You​ ​little​ ​brat.​ ​How​ ​dare​ ​you​ ​say​ ​things​ ​like​ ​that​ ​to​ ​me​”​ ​his​ ​father​ ​raised​ ​his​ ​voice.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​I​ ​wanted​ ​to​ ​inform​ ​you​ ​guys​ ​because​ ​I​ ​respect​ ​you.​ ​Anyway​ ​I​ ​will​ ​move​ ​there​”​ ​Lek​ ​said​ ​as​ ​he​ ​is​ ​disappointed​ ​in​ ​his​ ​parents.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​got​ ​little​ ​disappointed​ ​upon​ ​hearing​ ​about​ ​his​ ​father​ ​talking​ ​about​ ​handsomeness​ ​and​ ​having​ ​girlfriend​ ​.​ ​But​ ​he​ ​neglected​ ​other​ ​things​ ​said​ ​by​ ​his​ ​father​ ​because​ ​he​ ​just​ ​simple​ ​want​ ​to​ ​live​ ​separately​ ​during​ ​his​ ​college​ ​life​ ​to​ ​avoid​ ​the​ ​chaos​ ​in​ ​this​ ​family.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​decided​ ​a​ ​long​ ​time​ ​before​ ​if​ ​he​ ​wants​ ​to​ ​have​ ​a​ ​peaceful​ ​life​ ​atleast​ ​during​ ​his​ ​college,​ ​then​ ​he​ ​should​ ​move​ ​out​ ​from​ ​this​ ​house.​ ​Why?​ ​Why​ ​a​ ​son​ ​should​ ​think​ ​in​ ​this​ ​way?​ ​Isn​’​t​ ​it​ ​better​ ​to​ ​endure​ ​your​ ​parents​ ​because​ ​they​ ​gave​ ​birth​ ​to​ ​you?​ ​They​ ​raised​ ​you​ ​then​ ​you​ ​should​ ​always​ ​respect​ ​your​ ​paretns​ ​right?​ ​The​ ​answer​ ​may​ ​depend​ ​on​ ​each​ ​person​ ​and​ ​what​ ​they​ ​went​ ​through.​ ​But​ ​here​ ​Lek​ ​always​ ​suffered,​ ​suffered​ ​hearing​ ​these​ ​curses,​ ​suffered​ ​not​ ​able​ ​to​ ​think​ ​anything​ ​out​ ​of​ ​box​ ​other​ ​than​ ​worrying​ ​about​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​fight,​ ​suffered​ ​with​ ​a​ ​shadow​ ​of​ ​his​ ​own​ ​character​ ​being​ ​determined​ ​and​ ​judged​ ​based​ ​on​ ​every​ ​action​ ​he​ ​do​ ​with​ ​his​ ​own​ ​so​ ​called​ ​great​ ​father.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​So​ ​Lek​ ​studied​ ​very​ ​hard​ ​and​ ​earned​ ​scholarship​ ​so​ ​that​ ​Lek​ ​can​ ​do​ ​what​ ​he​ ​wants,​ ​study​ ​what​ ​he​ ​wants​ ​and​ ​can​ ​have​ ​a​ ​great​ ​future.​ ​Lek​ ​didn​’​t​ ​planned​ ​to​ ​abandon​ ​his​ ​parents.​ ​Infact​ ​there​ ​is​ ​no​ ​such​ ​thought​ ​came​ ​in​ ​his​ ​mind​ ​it​ ​is​ ​just​ ​that​ ​all​ ​these​ ​actions​ ​hurt​ ​him​ ​in​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​ways.​ ​All​ ​actions​ ​of​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​affect​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​character​ ​a​ ​lot,​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​in​ ​a​ ​negative​ ​way​ ​making​ ​Lek​ ​become​ ​a​ ​very​ ​quite​ ​person.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​You​ ​already​ ​chosen​ ​to​ ​leave​ ​from​ ​here​ ​then​ ​why​ ​waste​ ​time​ ​by​ ​asking?​ ​You​ ​are​ ​also​ ​a​ ​person​ ​who​ ​thinks​ ​only​ ​about​ ​yourself​ ​like​ ​your​ ​father.​ ​Don​’​t​ ​forget​ ​that​ ​I​ ​gave​ ​birth​ ​to​ ​you.​ ​You​ ​should​ ​not​ ​leave​ ​and​ ​hurt​ ​me​ ​like​ ​your​ ​father​ ​is​ ​doing​ ​to​ ​me.​”​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​reprimanded​ ​him​ ​after​ ​his​ ​moved​ ​away​ ​from​ ​there.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Mom​ ​can​ ​you​ ​please​ ​not​ ​say​ ​those​ ​things​ ​again​ ​and​ ​again.​ ​Why​ ​are​ ​you​ ​always​ ​comparing​ ​me​ ​to​ ​him?​ ​Can​ ​you​ ​please​ ​believe​ ​in​ ​your​ ​son?​”​ ​Lek​ ​said​ ​in​ ​a​ ​disappointed​ ​way​ ​as​ ​his​ ​mom​ ​judged​ ​again​ ​without​ ​believing​ ​in​ ​her​ ​own​ ​son.​ ​If​ ​you​ ​don​’​t​ ​believe​ ​your​ ​son​ ​then​ ​that​ ​means​ ​you​ ​don​’​t​ ​believe​ ​in​ ​your​ ​parenting.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​went​ ​to​ ​college​ ​after​ ​taking​ ​bus.​ ​Lek​ ​chose​ ​his​ ​major​ ​in​ ​Engineering.

 ​ ​ ​ ​He​ ​entered​ ​his​ ​classroom​ ​and​ ​saw​ ​that​ ​already​ ​everyone​ ​is​ ​talking​ ​making​ ​a​ ​small​ ​group​ ​of​ ​friends.

 ​ ​ ​ ​“​what​ ​should​ ​I​ ​do???​”​ ​Lek​ ​thought​ ​to​ ​himself​ ​while​ ​thinking​ ​that​ ​he​ ​will​ ​be​ ​alone​ ​even​ ​in​ ​his​ ​college​ ​life.​ ​Nobody​ ​also​ ​didn​’​t​ ​payed​ ​any​ ​attention​ ​to​ ​him.​ ​Because​ ​he​ ​is​ ​not​ ​fair​ ​or​ ​handsome​ ​like​ ​any​ ​celebrity,​ ​also​ ​not​ ​having​ ​a​ ​six​ ​pack​ ​body,​ ​just​ ​a​ ​flat​ ​normal​ ​body​(​not​ ​very​ ​lean).

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Lek​ ​looked​ ​throughout​ ​the​ ​class​ ​and​ ​went​ ​to​ ​sit​ ​in​ ​the​ ​empty​ ​spot​ ​that​ ​was​ ​spotted​ ​near​ ​a​ ​group​ ​of​ ​chattering​ ​people.​ ​The​ ​group​ ​of​ ​people​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​even​ ​bother​ ​to​ ​look​ ​at​ ​Lek​ ​when​ ​he​ ​sat​ ​there.​ ​They​ ​just​ ​introduced​ ​about​ ​themselves​ ​and​ ​talked​ ​among​ ​them​ ​until​ ​the​ ​professor​ ​for​ ​the​ ​first​ ​class​ ​came.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​After​ ​finishing​ ​morning​ ​classes​ ​Lek​ ​went​ ​to​ ​eat​ ​in​ ​college​ ​canteen​ ​alone​ ​by​ ​himself​ ​because​ ​Lek​ ​didn​’​t​ ​made​ ​any​ ​friends​ ​during​ ​the​ ​morning​ ​session.​ ​He​ ​felt​ ​really​ ​angry​ ​at​ ​himself​ ​for​ ​not​ ​handsome​ ​like​ ​other​ ​people.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Mom,​ ​Lek​ ​came​ ​home​”​ ​said​ ​Lek​ ​to​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​after​ ​completing​ ​the​ ​first​ ​day​ ​of​ ​college​ ​.​ ​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​You​ ​came​ ​so​ ​good.​ ​Come​ ​and​ ​help​ ​in​ ​the​ ​shop​ ​there​ ​is​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​work.​”​ ​asked​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mom​ ​with​ ​a​ ​little​ ​smile.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Hm.I​ ​made​ ​quiet​ ​a​ ​group​ ​of​ ​friends​ ​in​ ​first​ ​day​ ​itself​”​ ​said​ ​and​ ​lied​ ​Lek​ ​to​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​even​ ​though​ ​his​ ​mother​ ​didn​’​t​ ​asked​ ​about​ ​his​ ​first​ ​day​ ​or​ ​whether​ ​he​ ​made​ ​any​ ​friends.​ ​It​ ​is​ ​always​ ​been​ ​like​ ​this​ ​never​ ​asked​ ​Lek​ ​about​ ​his​ ​friends,​ ​why​ ​no​ ​one​ ​comes​ ​to​ ​their​ ​house​ ​during​ ​his​ ​whole​ ​school​ ​days,​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mother​ ​never​ ​asked​ ​anything​ ​about​ ​this.​ ​No​ ​need​ ​to​ ​mention​ ​his​ ​father​ ​he​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​even​ ​bother​ ​to​ ​care​ ​about​ ​all​ ​these​ ​things.​ ​But​ ​what​ ​can​ ​Lek​ ​do​ ​Lek​ ​loves​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​and​ ​so​ ​he​ ​tries​ ​to​ ​make​ ​his​ ​action​ ​satisfy​ ​his​ ​parents​ ​as​ ​much​ ​as​ ​possible.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Then​ ​I​ ​will​ ​go​ ​and​ ​change​ ​myself​ ​mom​ ​and​ ​then​ ​come​ ​to​ ​help​”​ ​Lek​ ​said​ ​and​ ​moved​ ​to​ ​change​ ​his​ ​clothes.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Hmm.​ ​Go​ ​and​ ​come​ ​quickly​ ​don​’​t​ ​stay​ ​in​ ​the​ ​room​ ​itself​ ​should​ ​come​ ​and​ ​help​ ​in​ ​the​ ​shop​”​ ​his​ ​mom​ ​shouted​ ​as​ ​Lek​ ​ran​ ​to​ ​his​ ​room​ ​in​ ​upstairs.

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​After​ ​coming​ ​down​ ​Lek​ ​went​ ​to​ ​take​ ​orders​ ​and​ ​serve​ ​the​ ​food.​ ​The​ ​shop​ ​is​ ​not​ ​a​ ​big​ ​size​ ​hotel​ ​or​ ​restaurant​ ​style​ ​with​ ​muti​ ​national​ ​food​ ​serving​ ​place.​ ​It​ ​is​ ​a​ ​normal​ ​small​ ​shop​ ​selling​ ​mainly​ ​noodles,​ ​pork,​ ​chicken,​ ​rice,​ ​prawn,​ ​shrimp.​ ​Pork,​ ​chicken​ ​and​ ​prawn​ ​are​ ​made​ ​on​ ​a​ ​rotational​ ​basis.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​While​ ​the​ ​shop​ ​is​ ​still​ ​not​ ​closed​ ​my​ ​stomach​ ​made​ ​sounds​ ​telling​ ​me​ ​to​ ​eat​ ​dinner​ ​as​ ​I​ ​didn​’​t​ ​had​ ​any​ ​snacks​ ​in​ ​the​ ​evening​ ​also.​ ​So​ ​I​ ​went​ ​inside​ ​the​ ​kitchen​ ​taking​ ​a​ ​bowl​ ​of​ ​noodles​ ​placing​ ​it​ ​in​ ​a​ ​plate​ ​took​ ​it​ ​to​ ​dining​ ​for​ ​eating.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Lek​ ​come​ ​quickly​ ​and​ ​help​ ​here.​ ​Just​ ​like​ ​your​ ​father​ ​always​ ​taking​ ​care​ ​of​ ​yourself​ ​first​ ​without​ ​caring​ ​about​ ​me.​ ​Here​ ​I​ ​am​ ​working​ ​while​ ​you​ ​are​ ​eating​ ​your​ ​food​”​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​mom​ ​yelled​ ​as​ ​she​ ​is​ ​quite​ ​irritated​ ​with​ ​Lek​’​s​ ​father​ ​a​ ​while​ ​before.​ ​She​ ​wanted​ ​to​ ​show​ ​her​ ​anger​ ​somewhere​ ​so​ ​who​ ​can​ ​be​ ​best​ ​other​ ​than​ ​her​ ​husbands​ ​son.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​“​Mm​”​ ​Lek​ ​said​ ​in​ ​a​ ​low​ ​voice​ ​that​ ​he​ ​can​ ​only​ ​hear​ ​the​ ​answer.​ ​What​ ​can​ ​he​ ​say​ ​to​ ​his​ ​own​ ​mother​ ​which​ ​will​ ​hurt​ ​her.​ ​Lek​ ​cares​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​about​ ​them​ ​so​ ​he​ ​doesn​’​t​ ​want​ ​anything​ ​say​ ​to​ ​argue.​ ​Moreover​ ​these​ ​type​ ​of​ ​things​ ​Lek​ ​got​ ​used​ ​to​ ​it.​ ​ ​ ​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​The​ ​shop​ ​was​ ​going​ ​to​ ​close​ ​and​ ​I​ ​went​ ​to​ ​throw​ ​the​ ​waste​ ​outside​ ​on​ ​the​ ​opposite​ ​side​ ​of​ ​the​ ​shop​ ​where​ ​trash​ ​bin​ ​is​ ​placed.​ 

 ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​Suddenly​ ​a​ ​big​ ​luxurious​ ​car​ ​came​ ​in​ ​front​ ​of​ ​the​ ​shop​ ​and​ ​it​ ​was​ ​parked.​