Chapter 1 The Kindergarten Teacher
June 1st.
Social media had finally come back to life after a two-week stretch of complete dullness.
With a quiet sigh, her fingertip swiped across the phone screen.
Rynny opened the official website of the Government Lottery Office to check the results of the four lottery tickets in her hand.
“Please let me win... just once,” she muttered softly, typing in the six-digit number into the search box before tapping the “Check Results” button.
The screen blinked once before displaying the verdict:
“Sorry, you didn’t win.”
“Tsk. What’s there to feel sorry about? Even I—the one who bought them—don’t feel bad,” Rynny grumbled under her breath, slipping the four losing tickets back into her purse, as she always did. Every draw, they became little mementos.
Even though she never won a thing, she still felt… there was something oddly fun about the shared excitement—being part of the collective thrill.
She let out a long sigh and opened Facebook to chase the boredom away.
The first post that popped up:
A picture of a winning lottery ticket with the caption:
“Thank you, money from heaven!”
She scrolled down. Another post. Someone flaunting a perfect match on the two-digit ending.
“Snack money’s in! Got eight tickets—just enough for a treat!”
Rynny left a teasing comment:
“Must be some fancy snack.”
There were dozens of replies under the post.
Some were crying emojis. Others laughed it off with irony.
“The number I threw away yesterdayyyyyy!”
“Next draw, please let it be first prize! Heaven’s cash, come to me!”
“Ugh!!! How many times must I be hurt by the words... ‘I knew it!’”
“I always follow my license plate—24 and 42—every single draw,” said Dilly, the nanny, grimacing beside Rynny.
“But the moment I gave up on it... bam! It came out. I was so stressed, you have no idea.”
“No way, seriously?” Rynny chuckled.
“I’ve been chasing 777 for five years. Everyone keeps saying if I don’t buy it, that’s when it’ll win. So I keep going. Can’t stop now.”
Just then, a message from her mother popped up, along with the latest lottery results—the first prize, two-digit, three-digit front and back numbers.
“Have you checked the lottery yet, dear?”
Rynny quickly typed her reply:
“I did! Didn’t buy the number you told me though. I’ve been loyal to one number only. Did you win, Mom?”
“I bought it for the top prize, but it came out on the bottom line. Too many numbers—my eyes got all crossed.”
“You didn’t buy the government lottery?”
“I did. Got two tickets. Checked them already. Nothing.”
“Giving up yet?”
“Never.”
“Alright then. Keep fighting, Mom.”
She sent a heart sticker and closed the chat with a smile.
Feeling lighthearted, Rynny clicked into her Facebook memories and reshared a post from the same day last year. Reading through her old comments, she couldn’t help but smile.
“Rynny, you're amazing! How do you manage all those Russian kids? I follow your posts every day. What’s your secret? You’re seriously incredible!”
She typed a short thank-you caption under the post:
Thank you for the kind words and questions! Sorry I haven’t replied in chat—please allow me to answer here instead.
I’ve been working at a Russian kindergarten for two years now.
I sometimes wonder if people ever ask themselves…
How do I even tolerate it when they speak Russian around me?
Does it get annoying for someone who doesn’t understand a word?
And of course, not all teachers speak English, nor do all the parents.
When two people with very different levels of English try to communicate, it’s hard.
That’s why I believe both sides should try to keep their language level balanced—or at least close—and always make the effort to understand one another.
At the very least, vocabulary matters.
Words are the bridge.
I’m truly thankful for myself today. I’m proud of the effort I’ve made to learn Russian.
Because of that, I’ve started to be able to communicate with and understand the Russian children here—at least a little bit.
I often think of those who dislike being around foreign languages. For people who can’t understand what’s being said, of course they’d feel annoyed or uncomfortable—it’s hard to exist in a world of noise you don’t understand. But for me… I’ve somehow developed the ability to shut out those unfamiliar sounds and keep them from disturbing my peace of mind.
When they speak Russian around me, I simply listen.
I listen as much as I can—
just like we teach children to speak.
Before they can talk, they have to listen.
They need to hear the words first.
And once they hear them enough, over and over again, they’ll begin to understand, and eventually remember.
That’s exactly how I started learning Russian.
I listened. I listened to the children. I heard them every day.
And when I didn’t understand something, I asked them what it meant.
And they—sweetly and naturally—taught me. They told me how to say it.
I can’t remember every word, of course.
Not unless I use it often.
So I started learning vocabulary that was close to me,
words I needed, words that came up a lot.
Then I said them—again and again, every day.
A few days ago, Vasya, a curious, talkative little boy, asked me:
“Why do you always say ‘Stand up’ and ‘Sit down’ before every cooking class?”
I told him:
“It’s how I teach my kids English.
When I say these commands, they understand right away what I’m asking them to do.”
It’s the same with Russian.
I listen. I repeat. I speak it every day.
I speak both English and Russian—back and forth.
All of this hard work… I don’t do it for a raise.
I do it to improve my skills—my labor—so I can grow in my profession.
One day, if I’m no longer here,
at least I’ll be walking away with some real Russian under my belt.
But if I’m being honest…
I didn’t come here to work.
I’m actually here on a secret mission.
#LifeOfAThaiTeacherInARussianKindergarten
Rynny slipped her phone into her bag and began packing up the children’s toys into their bin.
Just then, little Milana came running toward her—
tears streaming down her cheeks, nose running, crying desperately for her mother and begging to go home.
Scenes like this were fairly normal at the Russian kindergarten.
What wasn't normal, though, was the time.
It was already half an hour past dismissal.
Mr. Maxim, another teacher, came jogging after Milana.
“Rynny, could you please take care of her?” he said, slightly out of breath. “I tried calling her back, but she ran straight to you instead.”
He approached to help calm the child, who was now in Rynny’s arms, clinging tightly.
“It’s okay,” Rynny said gently. “I’ll take care of her. You go on home.”
Once he was gone, Rynny closed her eyes for a moment and placed a quiet prayer in her heart.
She called upon Mother Earth—the sacred feminine of the land itself—
asking her to cradle this child through her own arms,
to channel a mother’s love into this moment
and light up Milana’s little soul with peace.
To Rynny, the earth was the origin of all life.
It was the divine mother—nurturer of the world, symbol of abundance and safety.
And as if hearing her prayer, the child in her embrace slowly calmed.
The sobs faded. Her breath steadied.
Soon, the brightness returned to her eyes.
Moments later, Milana’s parents came rushing from their white car, panting as they ran across the schoolyard to take her home.
Once they were gone, Rynny finally packed her bag and prepared to leave.
But before she could take a single step—
Bang!
The classroom door slammed open.
Dilly, the nanny, charged in like a bolt of lightning, eyes wide with panic.
“Rynny! Quick! There’s a war about to break out in the playroom!”
Rynny blinked. “Wait, what? A war?!”
“It’s Liana and Sasha—they’re fighting again!”
Without another word, Rynny sprinted after her down the hallway.
They burst into the playroom—
and there it was:
Two Russian teachers, each standing at opposite ends of the room, helpless.
Colored pencils scattered everywhere.
Toys strewn across the padded floor like a miniature battlefield.
Rynny tried to keep her voice calm and soothing.
“Hey, hey... Liana, Sasha, take a deep breath. You’re from the same country, aren’t you? Can’t we talk this through peacefully? You know there are four security cameras in this room, right?”
Tears rolled down Liana’s cheeks as she replied in English, her voice shaking.
“It doesn’t matter if we’re from the same country. People fight—no matter where they come from.”
“What are you fighting about?” Rynny asked gently, trying to de-escalate the tension.
“Is there anything I can help with?”
Sasha stood still with her head bowed. After a long pause, she bent down, picked up a stuffed animal from the floor, and spoke softly:
“We both came to this job because we love children… But today, we hurt each other like animals.”
Liana wasn’t done yet.
“Sasha said I don’t take care of the little ones during lunch.”
“She was prepping a lesson at the time,” Rynny interjected.
“I saw it myself—she was busy and Sasha stepped in to help.”
“I’ve seen it more than once,” Sasha insisted.
“She’s always on her phone.”
“My brother is sick!” Liana cried, tears still flowing.
“I have to keep checking in about his treatment.”
Rynny looked at both of them—two grown teachers, standing there crying like children. She let out a long sigh, then said half-jokingly:
“You know… we’re kindergarten teachers, right? No wonder we’re starting to act like kindergarteners ourselves. Good thing all the kids have gone home. If they saw this, they’d think we were rehearsing for World War III.”
She gently took Liana by the arm and led her out of the playroom, nodding at Dilly to guide Sasha out the opposite way.
As they walked off, Dilly called out with mock seriousness:
“Next time they start yelling in Russian… should we just sneak off and eat cake first?”
Rynny laughed under her breath.
“No need to sneak off—we’ve got plenty of leftover cake right here at school. The kids didn’t even touch it. They must be tired of the same flavor.”
Even though tensions still simmered beneath the surface at Rabbit Hole Kindergarten (Кроличья нора Детский сад)—between Liana and Sasha, and even in the ongoing kitchen turf war between Rynny and the cook—it didn’t affect Rynny’s performance in the slightest.
To her, he didn’t matter.
He was nothing more than air.
But to him… she was far from invisible.
The one who found his heart stirred,
was Alyosha—
the cook.
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